John Lennon and Religion

If you’re someone who speaks their mind in every day life, at some point or another you are going to meet someone who doesn’t agree with you views. But for most, that is as far as it goes. However, if your one of the most famous men in the world, and it’s suddenly put all over the news that you are comparing your own musical band to a religious figure such as Jesus Christ, it doesn’t go away quite so quickly! It was this comment that made him one of the most controversial figures in music and popular culture. 

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During an interview that was publish (with little interest taken in England) in 1966, John was asked about religion, his answer would go down in history.  “Christianity will go. It will vanish and shrink. I needn't argue about that; I'm right and I'll be proved right. We're more popular than Jesus now; I don't know which will go first – rock 'n' roll or Christianity. Jesus was all right but his disciples were thick and ordinary. It's them twisting it that ruins it for me.” It was just a comment to a journalist friend, while in his own home, he could never have known what effect it would have on him! The comment was first published in March 1966 in the Evening Standard news paper.

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But it wasn’t until Datebook (a US teen magazine) quoted Lennon's comments later that July, that protests broke out across the US, and things became very intense especially throughout the Bible Belt. 

Threats were being fired at the Beatles from every direction, even the Ku Klux Klan got involved against the Fab Four. There were public fires at parks, burning Beatles records and memorabilia. The Beatles upcoming tour was being cancels for their own safety was even discussed, but when Brian found out how much it would cost to do so, they decided to go ahead. Brian Epstein and John Lennon had to do something, the future of the Beatles was unsure, and the safety of them all in the upcoming tour was also extremely unsure. In one press conference lennon said “if I had said television was more popular than Jesus, I might have got away with it.” 

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Lennon was a man who never showed his true emotion, let alone cry, yet before he went into the press conferences he nearly did just that. He must have thought he had screwed everything up. Everything he had been working for for nearly 9 years! And it did come very very close to that. Half of America wanted and waiting for the Beatles to return on tour. The other half wanted to either boycott the shows or disrupt and stop them. Leaving many tickets unsold. Some radio stations even stopped playing their music on their shows. When John was asked to apologise, he did so, but in a rather backhanded way, what perhaps didn’t help matters much. “If you want me to apologize, if that will make you happy, then okay, I’m sorry.” John said at the press conference. “I used the word Beatles as remote thing, not as what I think, Beatles as though those other Beatles, like other people see us. I just say they are having more influence on kids and things then anything else, including Jesus.

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But I said it in that way, which was the wrong was, yap, yap.” He went on to say “I wasn’t knocking it, or putting it down. I was just saying it as a fact.” “I’m not saying we are better or greater then Jesus Christ as a person, or god as a thing, or whatever it is. I just said what I said and it was wrong, or it was taken wrong and now it’s all this.” John obviously didn’t mean for all of this to happen, but it the idea that he was putting himself on the same level as a modern day Jesus Christ in his own head might have possibly been there. Possibly. He went on to sing about God in a number of songs. 

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‘God’ is a Lennon song from the plastic Ono band album! The song lists all the things he doesn’t believe in, from Indian gods, pop stars, Jesus and even Beatles. 

But the song starts with the line “god is a concept, in which we measure our pain” 

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“Help me to help myself” 

Is a John Lennon song from the late 70’s recorded as a demo. This song also mentioned God with the line “they say the lord, helps those, who help themselves.” 

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And one of the most controversial was probably ‘The Ballad of John and Yoko’, a beatle song where John sung and played acoustic guitar and lead guitar, with his newly scribbled on Epiphone acoustic guitar, and his Epiphone Casino electric guitar. While Paul plays the bass and drums on the track. Several times during the song he tells the listen “CHRIST you know it ain't easy

You know how hard it can be

The way things are going

They're going to CRUCIFY me” 

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Religion was always around John, as a small boy he was in a local church choir group, it was basically his first ever singing gig. But he was dismissed after he stoles fruit from the church at the harvest festival. Even right till the end religion still played a part, when in the 70’s he was tempted to give religion a stronger go after watching TV preachers from the set he had in his bedroom in New York. Even his sketches of him and Yoko sometimes had a religious tint to them, appearing that he seemed think of him and Yoko as a modern day avent-guard Adam and Eve.

('The Comment' a painting of John Lennon By Jay Kelly)

It is even rumoured that John had sometimes while under the influence of drugs such as LSD that he thought he was some sort of god himself. Apparently he even told a close friend “sometimes I think I’m a loser, sometimes I think I’m god almighty” In the late 60's while tripping, John even called a meeting with his fellow beatles to announce he was actually Jesus Christ. 

Julian Lennon

John Charles Julian Lennon, known more commonly as Julian or Jules,  is the first son of John Lennon, born on April 8th 1963, just as Beatlemania had kicked off in Britain. His mother is Cynthia Lennon, John’s first wife, who he later left to be with Yoko Ono. He was named after John’s late mother Julia. Even though in the days leading up to the birth, John had called Cynthia on the phone regularly, he was not at the birth, nor was anyone else. “Having fathers present for the birth just wasn't the custom then. The person I wanted was my mum, but she was still in Canada, so I had to go through the birth alone.” Cynthia wrote in her book about her life with John. Cynthia gave birth to Jules during the early morning after more then 24 hours in labour, feeling extremely tired and sick. A midwife had to tell her that if she didn’t push harder that both her and the baby would die. 

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When Jules entered the world he arrived with the cord round his neck and yellow with jaundice, so the midwife quickly took him away from her, but he was soon reunited with his mother. The Beatles were touring while Cynthia was in labour, meaning John Lennon didn't get to see his son until 11th April. On this date he visited Liverpool's Sefton General Hospital to see his wife and get his first look at his new baby boy. Cynthia told of them event “He came in like a whirlwind, racing through the doors in his haste to find us. He kissed me, then looked at his son, who was in my arms. There were tears in his eyes: "Cyn, he's bloody marvellous! He's fantastic." 

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He sat on the bed and I put the baby into his arms. He held each tiny hand, marvelling at the miniature fingers, and a big smile spread over his face. "Who's going to be a famous little rocker like his dad, then?" He said.” By this point Cynthia had been moved to a private room, on the wishes on Lennon. The room however was not as private as expected. The window in the room soon be come crowders with people peeping in on the Lennon’s and their new born. “The room felt like a goldfish bowl and it was obvious John couldn't stay long. He hugged me and signed dozens of autographs on his way out. I was disappointed that we'd had so little time together: he had to go straight back to the tour and wouldn't be home again for a week or so.” The room became filled with cards and flowers, and one of the gifts of flowers came from Julian’s godfather, Brian Epstein. Once John finished the tour he returned to his wife and child, although not for long. Just three weeks after the birth, at a time when most fathers and mothers would be proud of their new baby, looking after them, changing them and tending to their every need, John decided to go on holiday with Brian to Spain. A trip that would cause rumours of a homosexual relationship. Over the next few years as The Beatles toured the world and became the biggest thing in popular music John’s relationship with his son was strained.  Spending little time with him John and Julian would miss out on a lot of bonding time. 

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Like his father, Julian liked to draw and paint, and it was one of his paintings that inspired John to write ‘Lucy in the sky with diamond.’ Julian also was the main influence behind Beatles songs ‘goodnight’ and ‘hey jude.’ 

When John left Cynthia to start a relationship with Yoko Ono, it was like history repeating itself. John’s father had very rarely been around for him either, and on the few occasions they did talk, once John was an adult, it was strained and uncomfortable. When soon after, John and Yoko started their bid for world peace, it seemed to Julian as though his father was a hypocrite. 

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Here was a man talking night and day about peace and love, on every news program and every paper, yet he couldn’t give the love to his son that he so needed at this time. “I've never really wanted to know the truth about how dad was with me. There was some very negative stuff talked about me ... like when he said I'd come out of a whisky bottle on a Saturday night. Stuff like that. You think, where's the love in that? Paul and I used to hang about quite a bit ... more than Dad and I did. We had a great friendship going and there seems to be far more pictures of me and Paul playing together at that age than there are pictures of me and my dad” Julian said about the matter. "Dad could talk about peace and love out loud to the world but he could never show it to the people who supposedly meant the most to him: his wife and son. How can you talk about peace and love and have a family in bits and pieces—no communication, adultery, divorce? You can't do it, not if you're being true and honest with yourself." 

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Their on and off relationship didn’t improve much over the next few years. In fact it wasn’t until the mid 70’s that John and Julian’s relationship began to improve a bit. During John’s lost weekend, with girlfriend May Pang he and Julian saw more of each other. And it was these mementoes that Julian would look back on fondly, “Dad and I got on a great deal better then. We had a lot of fun, laughed a lot and had a great time in general when he was with May Pang. My memories of that time with Dad and May are very clear — they were the happiest time I can remember with them.” History would soon after repeat itself again, just when Julian was getting on more with his famous father, their relationship was put to an abrupt end at the hands or a crazed fan, who killed Lennon outside his house in 1980. 

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Just like when John was a boy, when he had got a closer bond with his mother, she too died after being hit by a car after leaving Aunt Mini’s house.  Julian traveled to visit Yoko as soon as he found out what happened. In the following years, Julian and John’s other son Sean would become close, with Julian teaching him how to play guitar. Julian went on to be a singer song writer and follow in his fathers footsteps.

John on Heroin

As 1969 came around the beatles relationships with each other was becoming more and more strained. There were many factors to The Beatles breaking up, Yoko of course being blamed by many fans as the main reason. This however if far from true, even though her constant presence in the studio had not been appreciated by the other members of the band. Paul McCartney, was very much in the driving seat, trying to keep the band together, and in trying to do so his suggestions and attempt at leadership seemed very controlling to the rest of the band. George Harrison was feeling left out, and not appreciated, as he bloomed into a very promising song writer, her believed that the partnership of Lennon and McCartney would never let him fulfill his talents. with albums still being mainly Lennon or McCartney songs. And of course by 1969 Ringo Starr had already left the group, and then returned shorty afterwards. 

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But one of the biggest factors was that of hard drugs, and mainly Lennon’s addiction, what made him distant to the rest of the group. Even though all the members or the groups were regular users of a selection of drugs for many years, 1968 and into 1969 would bring much more dangerous  drugs into the beatles world, starting with Paul McCartney and his dalliance with cocaine, but it was Lennon’s next addiction that was one of the final nails in The Beatles coffin. Yoko Ono would joke that during the ‘let it be’ sessions, that her and John’s own form of exercise was taking Heroin, a fact that the other beatles knew. “this was a fairly big shocker for us because we all thought we were far-out boys, but we kind of understood that we’d never get quite that far out!” Paul McCartney said about Lennon’s use of the drug. 

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In 1968 John Lennon’s house had been raided in a drugs bust, and he believe it contributed to the miscarriage of his and yoke’s unborn child. It was after this event that, he said, that  he and Yoko were in a lot of mental pain, and paired with the fact that none of the rest of the band had accepted Yoko, turned them to start snorting heroin. John blamed this choice he made all by himself, on the opinions of the other beatles and those around him, pushing him into doing it. However it it believed that he had starting sniffing the drug some time before this, and that he had been dabbling in it during his whole relationship with Yoko. 

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It was during 1969 that Lennon went from dabbling to a full on junky, and it became a problem, he just had to have it. A man who already had and would still in the future suffer with addictions to many things, he was possible about to endure his most dangerous one of all. His behavior was all over the place, while being interviewed during early 69, he appeared stoned, his voice deep, and his manners sleepy, before he asked to stop for a minute because he didn’t feel to well. Not long after he crashed his car in Scotland while on holiday with his son Julian, Yoko, and her daughter. Once they were given the all clear at hospital he and Yoko would return to Abbey Road Studio with a bed (that he is said to have brought from Harrods) for Yoko to sleep on while he was busy recording the Abbey Road album. So now the band had a sleeping Yoko to contend with as well as a Heroin addicted Lennon. He suffered mood swings and ups and downs in his behavior at the studios. 

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Until this point, the beatles did very little drugs in the actual studio, but now Yoko and John had to get their fix wherever they were. But once The Beatles had finished the album (what would turn out to be their last) Lennon and Ono made up their mind to quite the drug. They could have gone to a hospital to get clean in a safe and controlled environment, but they instead decided to go cold turkey. It was this experience that John would later tell of in a solo song also named ‘Cold Turkey.’ To find out exactly what John went through during his attempt to kick the habit, you only need to hear the lyrics of the song, as he describes himself “Rolling in pain” as the drugs got out his system for the first time in months. It took him a few attempts to actually overcome this addiction, But as most things in his life, it was quickly replaced with another drug. 

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It is  said that he was still on this drug during the ‘live in Toronto’ concert along with Eric Clapton who was also there at the time. But was this drug addiction the straw that broke the camels back, in the case of the beatles break up…. Probably not, no one thing was, it was just a mixture of 101 things, that just brought the end of the biggest group in history. It is believed that John would still dabble in the drug in later years, during the time he was said to be at home being a ’house husband’ and ‘baking bread.’ 

Lennon's invisible wall

A cocky, loudmouth rocker, a self confident front man. The face of a generation, and one half of the 60’s leading song writing team. Lennon was often seen as the witty beatle, the one that had an answer for everything, be it sensible or not. And in later years he became the political beatle, but what if the womanising, drug taking, and sarcasm wasn’t the real John Lennon. What if it wasn’t even close! Ever since a teenager John had put up a wall around his emotion, to keep the outside out and himself in. Maybe it went back even before then, maybe the events that happened between His Mother and Father at Blackpool back when he was very young was the first thing to trigger this. Maybe that day when his he was made to choose who he wanted to stay with, his mum or dad, was the day that he started to build a wall around him that would never be knocked down.

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He drunk and smoked from a young age, caused trouble in school and got up to no good. He portrayed the typical rebellious teen, and when skiffle and rock and roll music entered his life he had something else to hide behind. He dreamed of being rich and famous, owning a big house, being the British Elvis, and although to him it might have seemed like it took a lot of hard work, his goals came into sight much faster then he anyone expected. He (along with the other Beatles) did put in a lot of hard work of course, from shows with hardly any audience, to teddy boys wanting to beat him up after shows, from rat infested Hamburg to sweaty cellar clubs, but soon he would be living the highlife. 

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Drugs, Sex, recognition, praise, fame and fortune all was laid at his feet, yet now he had it, it wasn’t all what he thought it would be. All the things money could by and the trappings that came with it, didn’t fill the holes that were left from his childhood like he might have believed it would. Behind a pair of black wayfarer style sunglasses, was the little boy crying for him mother not to go and him daddy to come home. The screaming fans wetting themselves and fainting at the sheer sight of him coming on stage quickly lost its appeal, he became frustrated and angry that he couldn’t hear himself play, he would even stop playing mid song during some shows, and no one would even notice. On top of that he had to constantly hide the fact he felt like a sell out, faking who he really was for fame. 

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His dream of being a tough rock and roller had disappeared as his style turned into the suited and booted clean cut mop top image that everyone would know in the ‘beatlemania’ touring years, that Brian Epstein had insisted on! Life in the world of a beatle, was life on a merry-go-round, and John wanted to get off as soon as he could, years of dreaming ending in disappointment when he lived his dream.

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His touring career became more and more of a task that he really didn’t want to do, but his home life wasn’t much better, he wasn’t (as he openly admired) close to his son, and his wife to Cynthia was on the rocks, although he had never been faithful to her from the very start, he had always come back to her, but now he no longer wanted to be married to her. He tried to find his escape in the trippy world of an acid addiction, taking hundreds of trips.

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During the Beatles concerts John might have complained about not being able to hear himself, but in the studio he complained that he could. He hated the sound of his own voice, asking George Martin to put whatever he could on it to make it sound better. Most of his songs have slap back and reverb on the vocals. During the Beatles touring years he got annoyed when people with disabilities were wheeled in to see him backstage. They were showed with gifts, and press photos of themselves that were to be run in local news papers.

  

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 While in a hotel on tour in 1966, he is photographed looking at photos of himself with the other three members of the Beatles, and in his hand is a pen. He scribbled all over his own face, as if trying to remove it from the picture. John’s insecurities would come up over and over again through his life, even after the Beatles years were long over and he was living in New York he was still insecure, most of those insecurities coming to a head and manifesting itself in outlandish drunk behaviour during his lost weekend.

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Insecurity and doubt would be a major part of Lennon’s life, and hiding it all behind a front would be even more a part of the very complex man.